I used to be a leader in my churches youth group (aka core team)..andddddd last year I kinda decided that I didnt want to do it anymore…cuzzzzz i was and still kinda am going through a self evaluation i guess it would be called? Basically just trying to figure out what the heck i’m doing. So I quit the youth group thing…changed jobs, got promoted started doing what i love at school…anddddd then randomly, the youth minister texts me, “yo would you be able to photograph our retreat next month?” I’m just like ohhhhhh ummmmm yea sure. It’d be good for me to practice some photography, help out with a portfolio i suppose? As it came closer to the time…I started to regret saying yes cuz I’ve kinda been running away from God…..still working on that one…andddd i havent seen these people in a longgggggg time and i thought it might be a lil awkward…butttttt for some reason i just told myself to get over it and try to get off work and go to the retreat with them. It was surprisingly easy to get off work..I didn’t even have to pay or beg anyone. lol literally. Soo i went…
Those kids are pretty much awesome. I have missed being with them…I have sooo much I wanna share with them and learn from them. I really wanna jump back into doing stuff with youth…just now I dont know when i can…they have their thing on sunday nights but i have to work sunday nights……and making these films pretty much is a lifestyle. It’s very very VERY time consuming. I’ve always been into helping youth though..i want to help them and share with them everything i know. I wanna be there for them. …I guess for now I just gotta wait and see how things pan out
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