Sometimes

Sometimes I feel so retarded for blogging...it's like I'm talking to a wall. But I do it anyways. Oh well. So tomorrow my cousin is leaving, I don't know if she's coming back after her brother's wedding or not, but we'll see. My mind keeps drawing blanks lately. I've realized that I'm not the good girl I used to be and for some reason I don't really care. And after spending my whole life trying to grow up..I've decided that I don't want to just quite yet...but I have to soon. I only have one more year of being a teenager left. Actually, only 355 days left. I don't want it to go by fast.