I just hope someone can eventually prove me wrong. I don't believe in men anymore. As much as I'm addicted to them, I don't believe them..they are all temporary highs. A question came yesterday, what do I look for in a guy? Truth is, I don't know anymore. I used to have many thoughts and lists as for what I wanted. But now I have found that I was looking for someone that probably doesn't exist. What do I look for now? Someone who can give it to me goooooood...bahahaha! I dont know...how I got here..one moment I'm miss goody two shoes, here-you-can-kiss-my-cheek-kid, and nowwww I'm....I'm messing with a different guy almost every month. Problem is, I dont really care either. I like it. I'm a diva and if you're offering, I'll probably take you up on that. I get a kick from being in danger. I like to explore, whether its a man's body or a forest(or neighborhood in houston's case). They love me though. Thursday night, five guys all told me that they were gunna marry me, no i wasnt fucking them and only two of em were drunk. lol The only thing I yearn for is to have more women friends...I need that company. It's good for me. Right now I only have two girl friends that I can really hang out with and talk to. I've always just had guy friends..