February 23, 2010

So Much More...

Well I am reading this VERY awesome book called The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis and these are some things I learned today.
  • “Prosperity knits a man to the the world. He feels that he is finding his place in it, while really it is finding its place in him.”
  • We don’t feel at home here on earth because our home ISNT on earth! We were made for so much more than we can understand.
  • “Where Virtue is concerned ‘Experience is the mother of illusion.’”
  • “…courage is not simply one of the virtues, but the form of every virtue at the testing point, which means, at the highest reality.”

I don't ever want to forget these things or just push them aside...we're so blind to reality. I just caught a glimpse and now I'm addicted to finding more. There are so many ways to get caught up in this world and all the distractions...but none of this matters. Cars, clothes, houses, shoes, computers, money...nothing nothing nothing matters. It won't last. The simple joys and pleasures of life gets us closer to God because He's the one that gave them to us! Please don't let me go back to who I was. I want to stay in His light and see from this vantage point forever.

February 19, 2010

COURAGE!

At work today there was this very attractive man who came in. We small talk a little bit and then, you know, he goes and sits down to eat. He sat where I had a perfectly good view of him...and well of course I couldn't help but to glance over at his beauty a few times. I always caught him looking but I just smiled. I wanted him to come over and talk with me some more but he never did. As he was walking out the door he turned and looked at me and said "goodbye Luna!" Wonderfully profound I know...HAH...but he must've been stalking me secretly because I never told him my name, he found it out though. Then he did the whole look-back thing when he was outside (we have huge windows so we could still see each other). I just stared at him the whole time, wishing he would come back in and find a way to see me again or something. I know he wanted to, but he didn't have the guts, I suppose. Guys! Man up and more confident please!
Birthdays at my house are so....joyful...haha no really. They just hate pictures! Well I say suck it up and enjoy your Barbie Birthday Cup, sister of mine.













Oh wait! There's that smile!!

Strange Ways

He always decides to show me His love for me in the strangest ways...always the same simple sign but in random places. Overwhelming every time...I'm so not worthy...

Vienna

Well I am listening to Vienna by Billy Joel and it's probly one of my most favorite songs.

Slow down, you crazy child
and take the phone off the hook and disappear for awhile
it's all right, you can afford to lose a day or two
When will you realize,..Vienna waits for you?
And you know that when the truth is told
that you can get what you want or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get half through
Why don't you realize, Vienna waits for you

Just some of the lyrics...I also really like Boston by Augustana.

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly him out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

I've felt like this so many times...I got my wish once. Eighth grade I went to Mexico and lived with my cousins for the year. Greatest year yet. Changed my life and I'll never be the same. I want to go back so badly. I've always felt trapped here..but maybe I'm just trapped in my pride.

February 18, 2010

My Story......the links never worked =]

The Tale of a Child

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The rain slowly eased itself down from the roof’s crusty brown gutter to the muttering patio beneath it. Little Sally Grae sighed in frustration and boredom as she watched the rain in its travels. It had been raining as long as she could recall and each dreary second that passed was taking a toll on her sanity. Six-year-olds were meant to prance around in the fresh green grass with the sun tenderly beaming on their faces. They were meant to climb towering trees that reached the great blue sky and to chase fuzzy little bunnies in the meadows. Surely their purpose was not to sit on stools by the window, staring enviously at the rain dancing and teasing in the wonderful outdoors. The longing to feel the cozy, warm beams of sunlight on her arms and chubby face was very evident on her countenance. She could barely even remember what that felt like. Since the rain had started, poor little Sally Grae sat on her too-high, hard-as-a-rock stool and leaned on the dusty, white windowpane with her delicate nose pressed into the glass. Her perfect forehead wrinkled in anger after a while. Oh, how merciless those drops of torture were! They danced with the leaves and then slowed down as if to stop, but as soon as the glimmer of hope and trust appeared in those big blue eyes, the drops shouted with flashes of light and danced more furiously. They enjoyed depriving the miserable girl of her sole purpose in life.

The wicked giants, who obviously did not care for the happiness of Sally Grae, applauded loudly for the dancers, which, to the little girl’s disappointment, encouraged them. At first, the giants frightened her and she quivered in fear and pulled her round face away from the window. However, after they clapped a few times more, she became angry at them for assisting the evil dancers in keeping her hostage in the lonely house. There was no grass nor meadows nor vast blue sky nor sweet sunlight in that dark place. How could she survive?

Soon, her mind began to play tricks on her too. Sally Grae shifted her weight on her burdensome stool, rested her chin on the palm of her hand, and placed her elbow on the windowpane. She blinked and suddenly she was back out in the sun, soaking it up, but she had no idea where she was. The ground was soft and fluffy, rather like cotton candy, and the sun seemed closer than ever before. The only thing she was able to recognize was the extremely loud banging. Little Sally Grae searched in vain and in anger for the culprit who was creating that devastating racket. A large, just-out-of-a-fairy-tale castle was nearby and her instincts led her right up to the enormous doorway that was a tad peculiar because there was no door! Sally Grae’s tiny little sneakers marched into this grand fortress ready to reveal her greatness to the unwanted delinquents. Two extravagant blue eyes hunted the open space for their prey. This clamor had gone on long enough. She was ready to enjoy her glorious kingdom once more.

Stepping through a doorway to her right came two immense giants booming with that familiar laughter. Sally Grae froze for only an instant. Then, with her hands on her hips, she stomped right up to the toes of one of the giants and kicked it with all of her might. The afflicted one peered down at the little crumb who tickled his tow. An extremely irate face greeted his curiosity with a scowl and suddenly both of the giants knew why she was in their realm. It was a game to them to be bothersome to this poor child and deprive her from the sun. It had been quite enjoyable a game for them. To squish the helpless girl now was against their laws, but no one was around and it would be so easy to make her a mini pancake. The two argued for a few minutes and decided to flatten the child. The vexed giant slowly elevated his foot while shocked and dreading eyes followed it. Yet, just as he was about to deprive the child of her sunlight forever, the glorious sun, leader and ruler of almost everything, came and gave the giants on look that told them that if better skedaddle before they turn into bacon. Quickly they obliged to his unspoken order and shrank away into the darkness of their dusty rooms.

With eyes with filled with happiness and excitement, little Sally Grae peered at her knight in shining armor of the day and gleefully expressed her gratitude to him with shouts of joy and the waving of her soft little hands. The sun just smiled mysteriously and nodded for her to go out of the tremendous castle. As she went on the fluffy ground again, the grand hero gently blew on her precious face and it reminded her of the sweet breezes in the meadow. Her eyelids slowly closed as she drank the wonderful memory. Upon opening those big blue eyes again, she found herself falling off of the way-too-hard stool and landing on the cold tiles. Confused and in pain from her fall, she glanced up quickly at the window. Soft beams of sunlight streamed in the glass and touched her face as she saw them. The smile that appeared on little Sally Grae’s face was one of an angel. The rain had fled from the sun. Timid hands reached up for the door knob that would lead the child to her kingdom. Opening the door and smelling the new freshness in the air was all she needed. She pranced around in her new kingdom with her newfound knowledge that it would never rain again, only be sunshine forever.

OUCH!

Well, my eyes are burning and watering. I believe that means it's time for esleep. Dont really want to but I have to get up early anyways. Times like these are when I resent that we need sleep...I want to just read and do nonsense on here. :] But alas, I do need it desperately. So I'm consenting now...GOODNIGHT!

I'm Cheating...

http://moonsareawesome.weebly.com/

Soo this is my other blog...lol I still havent decided which one I like better sooooo we'll see. :]
BLAKE. This is my sister/best friend's adorable baby. I was stalking him and took a million pictures...this one's my favorite. And Yep that is just drool all over his t-shirt.
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This is a story I wrote for my composition2 class. Enjoy!
Well, this is me! I just bought that awesomely cool apron just for cooking/baking and painting. I'm very excited about it and it makes me more excited to do what I like to do. Those cookies were fabulous by the way.